In my shoes.

I'm not entirely sure how to word this, even though it's something I think about a lot, and scenarios float around in my head almost constantly. I feel like a lot of the decisions I have made in my life are judged harshly. It's something I've always lived with, something I learned to deal with, and something I have even used as a weapon from time to time. Doing something that someone doesn't approve of just to show that their bad opinion wont influence me.

I have never regretted a single decision I ever made. I am more than happy with the person I have become, and not one person knows me better than myself, or my reasons for doing the things I do. The things I have done in my lifetime have all contributed to my reaching this place in my life where I have every goal I have ever had well within my reach. Everything that has ever been important to me seems like it's lining up in front of me, like stepping stones, and all I have to do is step out and I'm there.

The journey has not been all great, and I will admit that some things happened along the way that I wish hadn't had to happen, things that still hurt to think about and that still cause me to feel upset and insecure every now and then.

But the greatest things that I ever hoped to happen to me are now at my fingertips, and for that, I wouldn't give up any of the shitty stuff I have been through.

To those who judge me, who think worse of me for decisions I made, I just wanted you to know that I am happy with my choices. Thanks for caring ;)